Attachment has started since Last Monday. This time round, al I can say is my VTP(Vocational Training Posting) Lecturer, al S*** & F***!! The one that I met @ SGH is someone who only know hw to pop into the ward & tok Rubbish & nothing else. Hai, thought & hope that the lecturer in KKH would be a better one, but in the end, this one is worst, stupid & bastard!! Tell us to do case study, then shld be we are the one who is choosing, but in the end, idiot, she go choose for us, somemore is a complicated one, still expect us to give her by nxt Wednesday. Hw am I going to pass it to her? Coming Mon & Tue, I am on nite duty, then Wed is my off duty day, where got time to do, wow piang a.. This VTP is realli a S*** & F*** one.. Idiot lecturer... But however realli looking forward to my nite shift tomorrow & Tuesday. A New Experience for me but Hope that it will be a good & enjoyable one.

Stupid stupid stupid!! Why everytime after U al quarrel, U must surely find some fault with me de.. This is something between the two of u, I AM INNOCENT de ok. I keep quiet or just go out with my friends, also cannot huh? Also GOT WRONG Huh? Why everything also must find fault with mi, Why everything also must say till my side here, Why U al quarrel, then I must everytime say that u are on the right side? Can U be more resonable a not? Only know hw to say that people is @ fault, then u urself dont have meh? I go out with friends, is also just to avoid anymore quarrel with u al only ma, also cannot is it? Then when I accompany U go out, then we just shop for a while only, then u jiu say tired, or say wanna rush to other places to buy other stuff or watever shit.. Then when I just go out with my friends, U jiu say a lot of idiot stuff, say I everytime only know hw to acc my friend, nv accompany U or whatever stupid idiot or childish stuff, which shouldnt be said by an adult like U!! PLs I also Wanna Have Some of My Own Time de ok? K la, Tell Mi, What u REALLY want mi to do? Is it wan mi everyday 24 hours, also stick at ur side, then everytime stay at hme, and be a guai guai girl, then in the end become a nerd or a gal who totally lose contact with her friends & totally become a outdated or old fashion gal lol, then u happy lol, ok, satisfy ma like that??!! Everytime only feel that u r right, say ppl dont guan xin u. Ppl guan xin u that time, U dont know meh, u cannot feel it de huh? Why everytime must just because of a simple dining out of dinner, also must quarrel till a lot of stuff then happy de?

Test has Ended But More Test Are Coming!!

The test has finally ended last Thursday, YEAHPI!! My dear Bb is finally back. Went over to the airport to fetch him with his family & after which we went for dinner together.. But frm the few hours of spending with him & hearing him saying what has happen in Cambodia, can realli feel that he suffer a lot both in physically & mentally, poor guy:(!! But at the same time, also felt that my dear Bb's thinking has changed quite a lot, but is in the good way la, as in I should say that he is more mature now, but not say that he last time not mature ok!! Although the 18 days test has ended, but another test has started or I should say in another way that is there are more test ahead waiting for us to go through.. But no matter what, since I have choosen to go into this relationship, I will hang on to it no matter what & I believe that we will be able to make it in whatever test that are ahead of us.

"I expect to pass through this world but once;
any good thing therefore that I can do, or any
kindness that I can show to any fellow
creature, let me do it now; let me not defer or
neglect it, for I shall not pass this way
again."
Ettiene De Grellet


What Motivates You?
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B:

Who wants to go where everyone else has already gone anyway? You look for the hidden paths, ones most don't see and don't care to venture down. You go boldly andstand proud discontent with what's been put in front of you, determined to find a way perfect for you even no one else will take it with you. You live as you want and not for others, but be careful not become selfish. Others may need you and you should be there for them, especially the ones close to you. You tend to be the leader in most situations and people listen and trust you not lead them astray. Your firm in your opinions and beliefs and unwilling to change yourself to suit other people. By the same token, you can be stubborn to a fault, change isn't always a bad thing you know. Everyone changes and grows, you shouldn't try to stay exactly the same or you could be left behind. Then again, you may change frequently. Some people change to fit in, you my little non-conformist, may change to be set apart. It's great to be different, but it's also just as great to have things in common with people, even if those people are in that "crowd"you seem to have a vendetta against. Don't try to be different, just be who you are, whoever that is and you'll be unique all on your own. So make some time for people, let yourself blend into the crowd every once in awhile, you may just learn something about them and yourself you never
knew before.

Finally manage to figure out all the oven apparatus after asking around yesterday.. Started out with the baking of Brownies, as it was the only recipe which I am quite familiar with.. But the result turn out to be quite disappointing, cause my Brownies turn out to be quite hard and too sweet..(Normal one is soft inside) After much tasting,find out that actually the problem lies on the sugar that I use & another reason is that I never blend it long & well enough, Hmmm..Sob sob:( But hope that the next time will be successful ba..

Today is the first time that I try to stir-fry a plate of vegetable without the help of my parents.. Actually Dad was suppose to be the one doing the cooking, but in the evening, he called home & assign mi to cook, cause he has taught me before.. After receiving the call, my mind was thinking huh ask me to cook ah, die ah, nv try before lei, although got learn & see how he cook before, but can i be able to do so? Will it turn out weird or.. But after much questioning & thinking & mum's encouragement, I finally pluck up the courage & started the test.. Mum was the 1st person who taste the food, and she just say ok la, But when the Master taste it, the result is that u have sort of overcook the vege a little bit & a little bit too bland, but 1st time cook nv get burnt & got these result is quite ok la.. After knowing the result, was sort of disappointed with it, but also quite happy la, cause I have never imagine that I can cook a plate of vegetable without the help of anyone.. But really hope that there will be improvement the next time round la, hehe:)

Finally All Are Free To Meet Up!!

Meet up with Si jia, Soon Ghee,Wee kiat, Liting& her little gal on Wednesday afternoon. Finally, all of us are free to meet up, ever since our last gathering, which was a few months ago.. Went to Bugis to shop for present for Huiying's birthday.. After which, we went to Far East to meet Huiying's boyfriend & wanted to give the birthday gal a surprise which we have plan earlier.. Haha when she arrive, she was shock & surprise to see all of us there waiting for her, especially when she saw Liting, cause liting is the one who has the least time to go out often due to her in-laws.. After all the surprises, we went to SUKI SUSHI for our dinner. On our way to the restuarant, ghee ghee, sijia & mi went seperately to buy the bdae cake. While walking towards the destination, the three of us were joking & fooling around on the street, @ that particular moment, the feeling was like during our sec sch days, nothing much to think & worry about, just joke & fool around like nobody's business. At the restuarant, after our dinner, we took a lot of pictures & celebrated for the Bdae gal. At the same time after the dinner, we also manage to catch up with The Singapore Idol final..
But after this gathering, I was quite happy & relieve to see that everything was ok, & the bonding was still there..Hehe:)