You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit
with your friends and value everyone freidnship
you have. You're a real people person and
everyone loves how friendly you are. You're
good with encouraging people but usually don't
like to be the center of attention. You are a
social butterfly and probably are in several
circles of friends but it's just because you're
well liked and you make people comfortable.
You're both fun and wise but you are very
realistic about life.

Am i being selfish or what? Sometimes i really cant stand her anymore. Tell her not to think so much le, she still keep thinking, ok this one never mind, but sometime still go and vent her anger on me. For example, ask her to go and eat or tell her to go out of the seats or whatever, she will just shoot back u or use a unhappy tone and talk back to u. OK i understand you are unhappy with your boyfriend things, but didnt u have vent enough of your anger le ma, i already try all my best to help you, let you a listening ear, explain to you, accompany you and all i can do and even ask my brother to get involve also, what do U STILL WANT? I am really trying to get hold of my temper le lol, what do you still WANT FROM ME? I know you are very unhappy abt what he have done to you, ok never mind i let u a listening ear, not only mine, my brother's also,help u in all the ways we can, but have u ever think that when u tell us abt those things, u are @ the same time asking us to recall back what we have experience previously, and recalling all the unhappiness that we are trying to forget. OK this is also our business, but u still want us to go online every night, JUST TO HELP U CHECK WHETHER UR BOYFRIEND GOT ONLINE MA, u thought what ah,WE UR SERVANT HUH OR WHAT WE SO FREE AH, NO NEED TO PREPARED FOR EXAM AH, U DONT WANT TO PREPARED UR EXAM IS UR BUSINESS OK, BUT WE WANT LOL.OK u ask me to do jiu enough le ma, why still want to ask MY BROTHER TO DO ALSO, HE IS NOT UR SERVANT ALSO LOL, PLEASE LOL.. People willing to listen to u, willing to give u advice is already very good liao lol, what do U STILL WANT? Doesnt mean that people also willing to do those things for you also lol, please lol... The way u treat us, makes me feel like u are just making use of our sympathy only lol, PLEASE know your limits can, everyone has their own limits in tolerating people and helping people one lol. Once you misuse or exceed it, u will only make People get fed up or worst is dont even want to be bother with u lol..

What i am mentioning above is refering to Yee man lol, i really cant stand her sometimes lol, but sometimes i just feel that she very poor thing. Sometimes i was asking myself, is it right to think this way, am i being too selfish or am i being too much.. I really dont know, but i just really cannot tolerate it...

Maybe I am being stress by my school work and the coming exams lol, that's why my mood swing so easily, maybe la, i also dont know lol, but i will control myself no matter what lol and I will not explode unnecessary in front of them lol.

Wake up very early in the morning today to do my housework before going back to NTUC to meet Wl, Xy & Bel.. Initially we plan to meet at 10 but ended up most of us was late, except Wl was the earliest.. As usual, after we reach there, the 1st person we will look for is our " mummy", the Chief Cashiers, like Iris and Wan Joo. But sad to say that, we only manage to talk to Wan Joo & some of our former colleagues.. Feel a little strange when talking to one of my former colleague, it was like talking to a stranger or whatever.. But after this visit, I have a very weird and sort of stranger feeling as in the enviroment and the people there, hai maybe is because we didnt really talk much to all our former colleagues or whatever lol.... I also dont know..

After the visit, we went to shop around Thomson Plaza for a while, and went to EDO for our lunch.. We were having fun and great time during our lunch, Bel & Xy were playing with the slippers and Wl was behaving like a small boy while playing Bel's hp games. Although the time was a little bit too short, but it was really an unforggetable and enjoyable moments. It was a long time ever since we, four brothers & sisters, have our meal together already.. But really treasure the time we spend together and really hope that there are much more chances in the future.

An Unforgettable & Enjoyable Posting

Yesterday was the last day of my KKH posting.. Was a very enjoyable, unforgettable experience.. During the posting, I manage to accomplish all of my objective. The most unforgettable experience is that, I manage to do the infant bathing.. It was really an undescribable feeling after bathing for the little baby, she was so tiny and cute and when i bath for her, she seems to enjoy it unlike other babies will cry.. Some of my friends seems to have difficulty bathing the babies, but this baby really build up my confidence, so I decide to bath for her again yesterday as she will be discharge in the afternoon also.. But really sort of miss the ward and the baby that i have been looking after for the past few days..

After the attachment, went to meet XY & Bel for dinner at Ngee Ann.. XY bring us to the Ngee Ann Alumni and we have our dinner over there, the food there was quite delicious and quite filling. After the dinner, we went to Ang Mo Kio Macdonald for some dessert and chat for a while, but was really fun during the time, XY & I even have to use force to open the earpiece package that Bel bought for us, really a little "Po Huai Xin Xiang " lol.. Haha but really enjoy the time.

Monday was a exciting day for me, because i am going to KKH for my Paediatric posting. Yeah can play with babies and at least for the time being i dont have to go back to SGH... When i reach there, it was really a totally different setting as SGH. Especially the food there and the buildings there. We have our orientation of the hospital by the Nurse Clinicial, after that we proceed back to our respective ward.

Intially i was very happy but at the same time i am also very blur.. But after our lecturer and the ward sister has orientated us, i was a little disappointed. The reason is because i cannot bath for the babies and the things that i can do on my own is the measuring of temperature, BP, pulse rate and respiration rate.. Which means that the things that we can do is very little.. Hai..

After the lecturer has left us, i went into my respective cubicle, and i saw there are many babies at my side, haha so happy.. So i walk around and talk to the babies mummy and daddy.. After a while, i was quite lucky to observe the mother bath for the baby. The baby was just 2 months old, and he was so tiny and cute. Althought during the bath, he was crying away but after that no more..

I am also very lucky that after the baby's bath, it was time to feed another baby. So the Enrolled Nurse taught me how to prepare the milk, and after that i just immitate what i saw my mum feed the baby last time. Haha the baby was very cooperative with me, he drank finish the whole bottle of milk and slept soundly after that, which really build up my confidence..

During the past few days in the ward, i really saw a lot of different babies abd children.. I also manage to see the other side of some of my group mate. Especially Travis and Guan Yi, see the way they carry the babies is really like a daddy or mummy.. Haha i am also being name as the mummy too, they say that the way i carry and feed the baby is like more experience then them. I am a little bit experience because last time my mum and grandma was a nanny, and some of my cousins are younger than me, so i do manage to learn a bit from them la.. hehe.. Next week is my last week in KKH, really hope that it is also a enjoyable one, and hope that most of my objective will be accomplish by then.. hehe wish me good luck!!