Am i being selfish or what? Sometimes i really cant stand her anymore. Tell her not to think so much le, she still keep thinking, ok this one never mind, but sometime still go and vent her anger on me. For example, ask her to go and eat or tell her to go out of the seats or whatever, she will just shoot back u or use a unhappy tone and talk back to u. OK i understand you are unhappy with your boyfriend things, but didnt u have vent enough of your anger le ma, i already try all my best to help you, let you a listening ear, explain to you, accompany you and all i can do and even ask my brother to get involve also, what do U STILL WANT? I am really trying to get hold of my temper le lol, what do you still WANT FROM ME? I know you are very unhappy abt what he have done to you, ok never mind i let u a listening ear, not only mine, my brother's also,help u in all the ways we can, but have u ever think that when u tell us abt those things, u are @ the same time asking us to recall back what we have experience previously, and recalling all the unhappiness that we are trying to forget. OK this is also our business, but u still want us to go online every night, JUST TO HELP U CHECK WHETHER UR BOYFRIEND GOT ONLINE MA, u thought what ah,WE UR SERVANT HUH OR WHAT WE SO FREE AH, NO NEED TO PREPARED FOR EXAM AH, U DONT WANT TO PREPARED UR EXAM IS UR BUSINESS OK, BUT WE WANT LOL.OK u ask me to do jiu enough le ma, why still want to ask MY BROTHER TO DO ALSO, HE IS NOT UR SERVANT ALSO LOL, PLEASE LOL.. People willing to listen to u, willing to give u advice is already very good liao lol, what do U STILL WANT? Doesnt mean that people also willing to do those things for you also lol, please lol... The way u treat us, makes me feel like u are just making use of our sympathy only lol, PLEASE know your limits can, everyone has their own limits in tolerating people and helping people one lol. Once you misuse or exceed it, u will only make People get fed up or worst is dont even want to be bother with u lol..

What i am mentioning above is refering to Yee man lol, i really cant stand her sometimes lol, but sometimes i just feel that she very poor thing. Sometimes i was asking myself, is it right to think this way, am i being too selfish or am i being too much.. I really dont know, but i just really cannot tolerate it...

Maybe I am being stress by my school work and the coming exams lol, that's why my mood swing so easily, maybe la, i also dont know lol, but i will control myself no matter what lol and I will not explode unnecessary in front of them lol.