Sometimes really feel that I am neglecting some of my friends.. Like yesterday, after going out with my Da jie, Si Jia, I really feel very gulity. From our conversation yesterday, she say that we are not really that close as I think we are, which I find that is true. Although she say that she never blame me or whatever, but I just feel that I really never go and make an effort to call them out or meet them or even call them.
I just feel that how come Huai Ying, 1 of our gang, also the same as me, study poly still can try to squeeze time out to meet them, hw come I cant? Am I trying to find reason for myself or should I really go and try to adjust my time appropriately, so that I can really spend equally time with everyone whom I dont wish to lose contact with..
But I think, I really have to learn how to manage my time properly, so that I will not make the same mistake again.. But I Seriously dont wish to lose any of my friend who have help me through my hard times n share my happiness with me..