Finally manage to get some rest this week, yeahpi, hahaha.. But hai, althought I have been pending for this holiday long ago, but I am still a little bit sad. Sad about what, sad about my dear bao bei dada holiday is over!,which means that he will be busy with his studies again and also he will be having lesser time for me. At least this week, I am still able to meet him for awhile, but when next week comes, we might not even meet the whole week. Reason being, My attachment start again, and this will also last for two weeks and somemore I will be having shift duty and he is also having his night class, so!! Maybe now is really the time that I must really stand up and be more independant then usual, maybe i use to be very dependant on him or...I also dont know.Sometimes I feel that I am very childish, know that his semester start already but still keep on wanting him to accompany me or whatever,am I being very selfish?I think so!! Hai, but nevertheless, attachment is starting next week, so I just have to face all this, as I know that it will come sooner or later, but all I can do now is to have a good rest and try not to disturb him so much and do well for my two weeks attachment. And really hope that althought we do not have much time for each other, but hope that our bond will not become weaker, instead it will grow stronger.