Lots of things has been happening recently, i nearly lose him, which i know that the whole reason behind is because of my stupid attitude and my stupid character. I nearly lose him because of all this stupid stuff that i did. I really sheng zai fu zhong bu zi fu, but after what has happen, I really must change all my stupid character le, i cant continue this way anymore, I really dont wish to let history repeat again and hurt him anymore. I dont wanna lose him, i wan to be with him always.