Finally after such a long period, He finally have the time for me today, without any calls, without any rushing off to drive whoever or doing this and that.. Is since a long long time ago that we can actually have the whole afternoon till night together, having lunch, followed by shopping, movies and dinner, without much or any interruption. Feel so happy and wonderful today.
To what others think, couples do that everytime what, but in my case, neh nehh..
During the weekdays, he have to stay in camp, even if night's out also busy driving his family around or meet friends, weekends should be ok right, but sorry, also the same thing, even if we meet, also a while, just for breakfast or lunch if on sunday and maybe awhile of shopping or movie or maybe even never meet at all, dinner if possible on saturday, but rare case. So in summary time spend with him or on me is PRIVATE LIMITED.
U can say why I am complaining, but do you know ever since he went in to NS, time is already limited, but now he has a car, the time is even more limited then the past, thought is more convenient but yet we have a distance apart when we meet. So if I can choose, I really prefer him without the car, at least we can really have more time and not so much distance away from each other even when meeting.
HMMMMMMMM, I really dont know how long will this go on, I know when it will ends but provided that it really comes true. Is really tiring at times, hoping to have time together, but yet in the end is just a while or nothing at all. At times I really really wonder how long can I take it, will I be that strong to hold on to it, Will I give up one day, is really contraditing at times, Am I being childish or am I asking for too much??
Now I finally understood why most people around me said that army days is a test for a couple!! In the past,my thinking was as long as I dont "Bian Xin", everything will be fine, but Now I really understand what do they mean!!
But no matter what, till now, I am still trying my very very very best to hold on. I really hopes that I can hold on till the event finally come and with a good results. Thats what he has told me before. Good luck to me...