You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

You are kind, popular, and generous. You tend to be successful at anything you try. A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd. You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you save for a rainy day.

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you make opportunities to interact with many people through club activities or a hobby, then select someone you like.

Who's the True You?

Yeahpi yeahpi, hahahaha finally all my attachment has ended, I am free from everything now, my year 2 has finally put to an end, yeah yeah..For the past two weeks,Went to the Haemato ward. A ward which deals with all the blood disorder and I did manage to learn something there. But this is also the 1st ward and the 1st time that I Black out on the 1st day of my attachment. Wasnt too sure what has actually happen to me, went to see a doctor, nothing was being diagnose instead she refered me to the neuro specialist but I just cant be bother to go. The reason for not going is because I just dont want my parents and my dada to worry so much, I just feel that the black out is just simply due to not enough sleep or my anaemia, just dont want to make a big fuss out of it.Has been very stress out during the past two weeks, reason being that just afraid that I will black out again in the ward and has to replace again on sat or even during my holidays, but thank god, nothing happen after that, and everything was fine and nice. Haha now is really the time to enjoy my this two weeks of holidays and esp on the last weekend of my holidays, hahaha, muacks!!!! Holdiday, here I come!!

Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Finally manage to get some rest this week, yeahpi, hahaha.. But hai, althought I have been pending for this holiday long ago, but I am still a little bit sad. Sad about what, sad about my dear bao bei dada holiday is over!,which means that he will be busy with his studies again and also he will be having lesser time for me. At least this week, I am still able to meet him for awhile, but when next week comes, we might not even meet the whole week. Reason being, My attachment start again, and this will also last for two weeks and somemore I will be having shift duty and he is also having his night class, so!! Maybe now is really the time that I must really stand up and be more independant then usual, maybe i use to be very dependant on him or...I also dont know.Sometimes I feel that I am very childish, know that his semester start already but still keep on wanting him to accompany me or whatever,am I being very selfish?I think so!! Hai, but nevertheless, attachment is starting next week, so I just have to face all this, as I know that it will come sooner or later, but all I can do now is to have a good rest and try not to disturb him so much and do well for my two weeks attachment. And really hope that althought we do not have much time for each other, but hope that our bond will not become weaker, instead it will grow stronger.

Your Birthdate: October 23

With a birthday on the 23rd of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them. You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas. You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel. You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable. Your mind is quick, clever and analytical. A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine. You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility. Very sociable, you make friends easily and you are an excellent traveling companion.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

For the following days of my 2nd week of attachment, I manage to see patients with all the gynae or obs problem. Some of them were admitted for surgery of the reproductive system such as removing the whole repro system,abortion,cessarian and labour and also manage to observe how abortion is done as in the initial stage and the weighing of the little abortus which has been ejected from the woman's womb.
Have lots of feeling and thinking during this posting, especially when it comes to how important is it to have emotional support from the husband for patient's undergoing child birth and for those who are going for abortion. The support and feeling for these two procedure are totally different.But overall I do really enjoy myself and i do learn and see quite a lot in this posting, and really hope that in future I can be posted to this ward.
But really feel very happy & fortunate that during this attachment, my dear bao bei has been very caring towards me, especially for this whole week because almost everyday he will prepare lunch or dinner for me or even sent it to me during my break time. Really want to thanks him for being so understanding towards me during my these few weeks of attachemnt. All I wanna say is THANK U lao gong, I LOVE U!!

This is the 1st time that I am having such a fun and eye opening attachment.The 1st three days of my attachment was sooooo fun and exciting.. Went to the O& G center on the 1st day, manage to see how the Ultrasound is being done and how they detect any abnormalities and haha also can see how big the baby is in the mummy's womb.
The 2nd day was even more fun, go to the LABOUR WARD.Very happy that I manage to see 1 labour,the three of us also participated in the Labour, as in encouraging the patient to PUSH her baby out and Giving the mummy all the emotional support. After the baby come out, all of us was so happy and relieve, and tears jus come out naturally from our eyes, but we manage to hold back, RMB PROFESSIONALISM, haha.But maybe I should say that I am on the weak side, cause after seeing how the baby is born and hw the placenta came out, I simply jus feel weak, maybe is due to the large amt of blood loss or maybe I have not taken my breakfast yet or whatever. The three of us just simply feel exhausted, haha as though we are the one who is giving birth to the child.
On the 3rd day, we went to the Nusery. Yeahhhhhh can see so many baby, hahaha.. All the babies there were jus less than 1 hour old or the oldest is only 3 to 4 days of life. They were soooooooooo cute and soooooooooo adorable and also very light. U can jus simply carry them with 1 hand.Haha Finally have the chance to bath & feed the baby again, hehe.. This is for the 1st week of my attachment.

Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Finally my semestral exams has come to an end. Now only left 5 weeks of attachment to go, then there goes my year 2.. AND dont forget the waiting of my semester results.Really hope that I can do well this semester, but the final verdict will be out in few weeks time. Although exams has ended, but dont know how come I still feel stress and also tend to get agitated easily and even have misunderstanding with my close ones. I am also not sure what has happen to me, maybe I really need some time to recover and tune back to my normal self. I really dont wish that my this stupid attitude will cause any unwanted regrets to me in future..

As for this coming monday, I will be going for Gynae & Obs posting. It is a posting that we can get to learn how the women give birth & hopw to nurse women who have problems with their reproductive system. I have been looking forward to this posting since yr 1 and is finally here now. The interesting part that I am looking forward to is really hope that I can get a chance to see how the woman give birth to a little baby. Really Really hope that I can get to learn as much things as possible in this posting, as I only have 2 weeks of practice in this catergory in this 3 yrs.

Finally all my presentations and test has come to an end.. Yeah yeahpi, finally after all the hard work and rushing of this and that, all has come to end lo.. But this is not the end yet, still got 3 more semestral end papers to go and 6 more weeks of attachments before I officially finish my year 2. But sad to say, I might only have 2 weeks of break this semester, all thanks to the VRE, very good, make us cannot go out for attachment, then all have to make up during our semestral break. Very good right, STUPID, IDIOT, WIN LIAO LOL.. hmmmmm... Somemore still maybe want to take away our study days to make up for the stupid attachment also lol, idiot right!! Hai but no matter what, just hope that everything will turn out smoothly during my attachment and my coming exams.

Finally manage to meet up with yiyi last friday, haha so happy that she can get a job now.Although it was a short gathering, but I am very happy that the bond between us is still there.. But no matter what, just really hope that our bond will be as strong as that time and all the best to u ah, yiyi. Take care and Hope to see u soon, there goes to liang kor kor also orh..

What has happen to me recently, why am I so impatient, why am I feeling scare, why am I having fear, why last time I can jus auto shut off without quarreling with them but now I cant? Why am I so tense up abt small little things?Why, Why, Why, Why am I having all these feelings recently? Have been doing a lot of thinking and questioning and tears are rolling down these few days also. What am I fear of? My studies? My parents? My Boyfriend? I dont know. All I know is I am afraid of losing all these that are important to me. I am afraid that I cannot do well in my studies, afraid that my parents will leave me alone or treat me as a stranger after the incidents, I am also afraid that my boyfriend will leave me because of my stupid nonsense or feel that he is the cause of whatever.. I really dont know how come I have all these kind of thinking? But I am jus afraid of losing them and I also cant afford to lose. I dont know what has really happen to me, all I know that is my test, exams and presentations are all coming up, I still need a lot of energy and strength to carry on with these stuff, but I am sort of feeling tired now, how, how what am i going to do?Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........... Really hope that I will find out all the answers soon, I really dont like to have all these kinds of feelings, I dont want to have this kind of stupid character of being impatient anymore and I also dont want to have these kind of stupid feelings anymore.... Please.............

Overall, you scored as follows:



28% are cooler, and
72% are more of a loser than you.

What does this mean?

You're cooler than half the people! Great work!

It has been a long time since I have last updated my blog, the reasons are: No time, No time and No time. Once the New year has started, I have been struggling with my time, trying to balance out everything, wanting to do a lot of things, going out on attachment, doing case studies, having tonnes and tonnes of assisgnment to do, trying to get all the things done but there are still lots to go and ended up everytime only manage to get a few hours of sleep. Time is always not enough for me this year, 24 hrs seems to be very little, have to rush this and that, have to spare some time for the family, boyfriend and friends. Luckily my boyfriend and my family(sometimes) are quite understandable towards me, but as for my friends, hai, I think only got 2 or I also dont know.Trying to put in my best effort in whatever I do, for my studies, family, relationship and friendships, but it seems that I am not managing it very well. I must really admit that I am very very poor in managing my time. I really feel that hai, I also dont know how to say. This year seem to have a lot of things waiting for me to learn, to manage, and to whatever. Recently I have just lost a good buddy. Reason being: Not enough time to accompany her and she dont feel the bond between me and her. Although she did not say anything, but from the journal she written, hai. I really dont know what to say, just feel really disappointed and sad to hear all this things, but actually me, myself also have this kind of feeling that our bond is not there anymore.Heard from many of my senior in sec sch saying that when u are in poly or once you have leave sec sch, those who use to be very close to u, will slowly have distance with u and the topic for u all will become lesser or even never contact.But instead of believing it, I still try to hold on to it, having those very native thinking that our friendship will last forever no matter what happen and thinking that what they say is not true, but "haha", times really proves everything.Since she choose not to reply, I really have nothing to say anymore, as I have done everything that I should have done and say everything that I wanted to say.
I am really feeling a little bit exhausted and tired, but I still have to buck up, cause there are still more to go, more to learn, and more to face. No matter what, I just have to hang on there, to complete whatever that has been arrange for me,as some of the pathway is I, chose it for myself, so I have no one to blame, Just have to go with it or I should say that think abt the positive point and put in all my best effort.

Attachment has started since Last Monday. This time round, al I can say is my VTP(Vocational Training Posting) Lecturer, al S*** & F***!! The one that I met @ SGH is someone who only know hw to pop into the ward & tok Rubbish & nothing else. Hai, thought & hope that the lecturer in KKH would be a better one, but in the end, this one is worst, stupid & bastard!! Tell us to do case study, then shld be we are the one who is choosing, but in the end, idiot, she go choose for us, somemore is a complicated one, still expect us to give her by nxt Wednesday. Hw am I going to pass it to her? Coming Mon & Tue, I am on nite duty, then Wed is my off duty day, where got time to do, wow piang a.. This VTP is realli a S*** & F*** one.. Idiot lecturer... But however realli looking forward to my nite shift tomorrow & Tuesday. A New Experience for me but Hope that it will be a good & enjoyable one.

Stupid stupid stupid!! Why everytime after U al quarrel, U must surely find some fault with me de.. This is something between the two of u, I AM INNOCENT de ok. I keep quiet or just go out with my friends, also cannot huh? Also GOT WRONG Huh? Why everything also must find fault with mi, Why everything also must say till my side here, Why U al quarrel, then I must everytime say that u are on the right side? Can U be more resonable a not? Only know hw to say that people is @ fault, then u urself dont have meh? I go out with friends, is also just to avoid anymore quarrel with u al only ma, also cannot is it? Then when I accompany U go out, then we just shop for a while only, then u jiu say tired, or say wanna rush to other places to buy other stuff or watever shit.. Then when I just go out with my friends, U jiu say a lot of idiot stuff, say I everytime only know hw to acc my friend, nv accompany U or whatever stupid idiot or childish stuff, which shouldnt be said by an adult like U!! PLs I also Wanna Have Some of My Own Time de ok? K la, Tell Mi, What u REALLY want mi to do? Is it wan mi everyday 24 hours, also stick at ur side, then everytime stay at hme, and be a guai guai girl, then in the end become a nerd or a gal who totally lose contact with her friends & totally become a outdated or old fashion gal lol, then u happy lol, ok, satisfy ma like that??!! Everytime only feel that u r right, say ppl dont guan xin u. Ppl guan xin u that time, U dont know meh, u cannot feel it de huh? Why everytime must just because of a simple dining out of dinner, also must quarrel till a lot of stuff then happy de?

Test has Ended But More Test Are Coming!!

The test has finally ended last Thursday, YEAHPI!! My dear Bb is finally back. Went over to the airport to fetch him with his family & after which we went for dinner together.. But frm the few hours of spending with him & hearing him saying what has happen in Cambodia, can realli feel that he suffer a lot both in physically & mentally, poor guy:(!! But at the same time, also felt that my dear Bb's thinking has changed quite a lot, but is in the good way la, as in I should say that he is more mature now, but not say that he last time not mature ok!! Although the 18 days test has ended, but another test has started or I should say in another way that is there are more test ahead waiting for us to go through.. But no matter what, since I have choosen to go into this relationship, I will hang on to it no matter what & I believe that we will be able to make it in whatever test that are ahead of us.

"I expect to pass through this world but once;
any good thing therefore that I can do, or any
kindness that I can show to any fellow
creature, let me do it now; let me not defer or
neglect it, for I shall not pass this way
again."
Ettiene De Grellet


What Motivates You?
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B:

Who wants to go where everyone else has already gone anyway? You look for the hidden paths, ones most don't see and don't care to venture down. You go boldly andstand proud discontent with what's been put in front of you, determined to find a way perfect for you even no one else will take it with you. You live as you want and not for others, but be careful not become selfish. Others may need you and you should be there for them, especially the ones close to you. You tend to be the leader in most situations and people listen and trust you not lead them astray. Your firm in your opinions and beliefs and unwilling to change yourself to suit other people. By the same token, you can be stubborn to a fault, change isn't always a bad thing you know. Everyone changes and grows, you shouldn't try to stay exactly the same or you could be left behind. Then again, you may change frequently. Some people change to fit in, you my little non-conformist, may change to be set apart. It's great to be different, but it's also just as great to have things in common with people, even if those people are in that "crowd"you seem to have a vendetta against. Don't try to be different, just be who you are, whoever that is and you'll be unique all on your own. So make some time for people, let yourself blend into the crowd every once in awhile, you may just learn something about them and yourself you never
knew before.

Finally manage to figure out all the oven apparatus after asking around yesterday.. Started out with the baking of Brownies, as it was the only recipe which I am quite familiar with.. But the result turn out to be quite disappointing, cause my Brownies turn out to be quite hard and too sweet..(Normal one is soft inside) After much tasting,find out that actually the problem lies on the sugar that I use & another reason is that I never blend it long & well enough, Hmmm..Sob sob:( But hope that the next time will be successful ba..

Today is the first time that I try to stir-fry a plate of vegetable without the help of my parents.. Actually Dad was suppose to be the one doing the cooking, but in the evening, he called home & assign mi to cook, cause he has taught me before.. After receiving the call, my mind was thinking huh ask me to cook ah, die ah, nv try before lei, although got learn & see how he cook before, but can i be able to do so? Will it turn out weird or.. But after much questioning & thinking & mum's encouragement, I finally pluck up the courage & started the test.. Mum was the 1st person who taste the food, and she just say ok la, But when the Master taste it, the result is that u have sort of overcook the vege a little bit & a little bit too bland, but 1st time cook nv get burnt & got these result is quite ok la.. After knowing the result, was sort of disappointed with it, but also quite happy la, cause I have never imagine that I can cook a plate of vegetable without the help of anyone.. But really hope that there will be improvement the next time round la, hehe:)

Finally All Are Free To Meet Up!!

Meet up with Si jia, Soon Ghee,Wee kiat, Liting& her little gal on Wednesday afternoon. Finally, all of us are free to meet up, ever since our last gathering, which was a few months ago.. Went to Bugis to shop for present for Huiying's birthday.. After which, we went to Far East to meet Huiying's boyfriend & wanted to give the birthday gal a surprise which we have plan earlier.. Haha when she arrive, she was shock & surprise to see all of us there waiting for her, especially when she saw Liting, cause liting is the one who has the least time to go out often due to her in-laws.. After all the surprises, we went to SUKI SUSHI for our dinner. On our way to the restuarant, ghee ghee, sijia & mi went seperately to buy the bdae cake. While walking towards the destination, the three of us were joking & fooling around on the street, @ that particular moment, the feeling was like during our sec sch days, nothing much to think & worry about, just joke & fool around like nobody's business. At the restuarant, after our dinner, we took a lot of pictures & celebrated for the Bdae gal. At the same time after the dinner, we also manage to catch up with The Singapore Idol final..
But after this gathering, I was quite happy & relieve to see that everything was ok, & the bonding was still there..Hehe:)