Overall, you scored as follows:



28% are cooler, and
72% are more of a loser than you.

What does this mean?

You're cooler than half the people! Great work!

It has been a long time since I have last updated my blog, the reasons are: No time, No time and No time. Once the New year has started, I have been struggling with my time, trying to balance out everything, wanting to do a lot of things, going out on attachment, doing case studies, having tonnes and tonnes of assisgnment to do, trying to get all the things done but there are still lots to go and ended up everytime only manage to get a few hours of sleep. Time is always not enough for me this year, 24 hrs seems to be very little, have to rush this and that, have to spare some time for the family, boyfriend and friends. Luckily my boyfriend and my family(sometimes) are quite understandable towards me, but as for my friends, hai, I think only got 2 or I also dont know.Trying to put in my best effort in whatever I do, for my studies, family, relationship and friendships, but it seems that I am not managing it very well. I must really admit that I am very very poor in managing my time. I really feel that hai, I also dont know how to say. This year seem to have a lot of things waiting for me to learn, to manage, and to whatever. Recently I have just lost a good buddy. Reason being: Not enough time to accompany her and she dont feel the bond between me and her. Although she did not say anything, but from the journal she written, hai. I really dont know what to say, just feel really disappointed and sad to hear all this things, but actually me, myself also have this kind of feeling that our bond is not there anymore.Heard from many of my senior in sec sch saying that when u are in poly or once you have leave sec sch, those who use to be very close to u, will slowly have distance with u and the topic for u all will become lesser or even never contact.But instead of believing it, I still try to hold on to it, having those very native thinking that our friendship will last forever no matter what happen and thinking that what they say is not true, but "haha", times really proves everything.Since she choose not to reply, I really have nothing to say anymore, as I have done everything that I should have done and say everything that I wanted to say.
I am really feeling a little bit exhausted and tired, but I still have to buck up, cause there are still more to go, more to learn, and more to face. No matter what, I just have to hang on there, to complete whatever that has been arrange for me,as some of the pathway is I, chose it for myself, so I have no one to blame, Just have to go with it or I should say that think abt the positive point and put in all my best effort.