I am very sad, very confused. Really feel like crying. I m very lonely, really very lonely, when did I become like this? How come everything turns out to be this way, am I being too possessive? Did I balance in the wrong way? Why I dont know how to balance my life well? I am really very sad, lonely and confused. I dont know what to do now, all i know is to cry and cry. My heart really aches, I feel so alone now.='(