Very long never blog lo.A lot of happenings, setbacks which we have to face as days goes by. After the misunderstanding with classmate, there goes my failing of my clinical module. Never fail any module in my poly years before. Really feel very disheartening,very sad, even have the feeling of giving up on this course, but when come to think abt the $32,000++, I have no choice but to overcome it.
After this, here comes my dear dada going for his attachment. U all might think that attachment only ma, nothing what, but to mi, is another chanllenge. We will not be able to meet each other that often le, less time to talk on the phone and maybe his thinking will be different le. Hmmm I know I think a lot, and a lot of people also tell mi that if is yours, eventually it will be, if is not, how you force also no use.I understand, but now after 1 month of his attachment le, I really feel that he change a lot, he become very easily tired, dont really feel like talking to me everytime when we are on the phone, then also like very seldom wanna go out with me, feel that he like enjoy himself more when he is with his friend then with me.
Maybe u feel that I am thinking too much, but a lot of things seems to be appearing le. Maybe I really care too much or I am too particular about some of the things le, but, I really dont know what to say le,maybe 1 day i might just break down or what, i dont know, hope that we can go through it and become closer ba.