Thursday, July 21, 2005

Is really a tiring and hurting week. Ever since the 2nd or 3rd day of school, yee man has been giving me faces and attitude to see, as if I have done anything that has hurt her family or whatever. Finally things has manage to be sort out this week, all she told me was that she misunderstand that I everything also want to snatch from her, is because our our project presentation.Then the next thing is she say that I have always go and accompany my boyfriend when we are having breaks in between or after school, then somemore this is not she tell me personally, everything also ask our gang of friends to talk to me, I am the one sitting there and they keep on shooting at me, and all I do was just keep my mouth shut. I agree that last semester I have been accompanying for boyfriend when I am having any breaks or whatever but, from the starting of this semester, I didnt do that anymore, I just meet him after school or sometimes also dont have, dont tell me after school I cant do anything I like? Ok I did explain to them about from this semester onwards I didnt do that anymore, but Guess what, they say that "it doesnt mean that just this few weeks you never do that means we will feel that your heart is with us or what, it takes time, and it is like frm past sem pile up to this sem than this will make ppl FAN GAN de, thats why sometimes what we talk, you cannot be involve cause u r not with us together ma." So what can I say? Since you all feel this way then what you all expect me to do? The most hurting part is that why cant U(yee man) just tell me about the misunderstanding yourself? Why must you ask the whole gang of them to tell me? What do u treat me as? Ur friend ma? Or? It is really a tight slap that she has given me. I have try to forgive her by toking to her, but in the end, what i get back was, I talk to her like as though I am talking to the wall or I am just transparent to ppl. Message her and ask her, then she say that this is her character, then me lei? I am the one being hurt by u, then still try myself to forgive u, then u just this misunderstand,then u say u need time, then have u think about my feelings?
You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream
You are kind, popular, and generous.
You tend to be successful at anything you try.
A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd.
You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.