Am I an extra for coming into this world?? Why my family just couldnt stop all the nonsense that has been going on for the past 20 plus years?? Why is it that wanting to have a carefree and happy leave is such a difficult thing for me?? Why cant I have the harmonious in my family? Why are you all so stuborn? Why?? Why I am having a different treatment from her?? Why is it that I have to face all these rubbish but yet she doesnt?? Why keeping my mouth shut is also my fault? I know that answering back is my fault, but keeping mouth shut? Why she must say that we are all against her? Why she must said that she is an outsider? Why am I so restless at that moment?Why can I just tolerate a little more? Why is everything happen to me in this way?? Why cant I have a happy and less conflict family like what others have?? Why why why???