Last sunday, 16 dec was a unforgettable and enjoyable day for me. It was a very very long time that I could have such a long time to enjoy myself with no restrictions and calls from home and no nagging from home before going out.

Went down to Orchard Partyworld and lots of happenings over there. Got to know a new friend whom was so hyper active after some time of getting along, and also someone whom can make our dear yiyi to be hyper too.. Unbelieveable.. She was a friendly and easy going gal to get along with. Cant imagine that I could watch a LIVE RACE from partyworld to Marina Square.. Wow cant imagine that this gal can run that fast. HA maybe I too slow liao..

Have super lots of fun during KTV putting aside some unwanted feelings, but was really tiring walking from Partyworld to Marina Square. My foot was aching, and my head were spinning away and sort of fainting. Finally we reached and all of us were so anxious looking out for the restuarant, but we just couldnt find it anywhere in this place, Finally Nat decided to give them a call and that place was situated outside the shopping mall.

WARAKU's food was nice and appetitzing, or was it because we were too hungry after the long walk, haha.. During our dinner,we too have fun there, all thanks to Kangwei's STICKY CURRY.. wow that was the funniest part when he ask the waitress and the expression on her face. It has been a long time since I have such a wonderful and full of laughter day and dinner.. Really enjoy a lot..

Moody moody moody, everything looks ok today, but I am just feeling very moody... No mood to do anything especially after work.. Tired Tired Tired... Suddenly have the urge to give up.. REally no mood or strength to carry on with everything. Put in so much effort but in the end I get.... Just dont know how to appreciate my effort.. Giving in time and time again but....Haiiiii.... Really hope to run away and cant be bother with everything... Sian to the max!!!!

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is all about change, but in very small steps. The end of the journey looks far, but it's much closer than you realize. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

Finally after such a long period, He finally have the time for me today, without any calls, without any rushing off to drive whoever or doing this and that.. Is since a long long time ago that we can actually have the whole afternoon till night together, having lunch, followed by shopping, movies and dinner, without much or any interruption. Feel so happy and wonderful today.
To what others think, couples do that everytime what, but in my case, neh nehh..
During the weekdays, he have to stay in camp, even if night's out also busy driving his family around or meet friends, weekends should be ok right, but sorry, also the same thing, even if we meet, also a while, just for breakfast or lunch if on sunday and maybe awhile of shopping or movie or maybe even never meet at all, dinner if possible on saturday, but rare case. So in summary time spend with him or on me is PRIVATE LIMITED.
U can say why I am complaining, but do you know ever since he went in to NS, time is already limited, but now he has a car, the time is even more limited then the past, thought is more convenient but yet we have a distance apart when we meet. So if I can choose, I really prefer him without the car, at least we can really have more time and not so much distance away from each other even when meeting.
HMMMMMMMM, I really dont know how long will this go on, I know when it will ends but provided that it really comes true. Is really tiring at times, hoping to have time together, but yet in the end is just a while or nothing at all. At times I really really wonder how long can I take it, will I be that strong to hold on to it, Will I give up one day, is really contraditing at times, Am I being childish or am I asking for too much??
Now I finally understood why most people around me said that army days is a test for a couple!! In the past,my thinking was as long as I dont "Bian Xin", everything will be fine, but Now I really understand what do they mean!!
But no matter what, till now, I am still trying my very very very best to hold on. I really hopes that I can hold on till the event finally come and with a good results. Thats what he has told me before. Good luck to me...

Arhhhhhhh=( I am super duper injuried this week. Physically and maybe emotionally and physically. Got myself pricked by a suture needle that is used on the patient, and is because the doctor didnt notice my hand was there. After the prick I was already super sian cause I was wondering should I report to the sister in charge or should I just keep my mouth shut cause I was thinking that another 2 to 3 weeks later I will have to go for the last appiontment which I have the prick previously, but in the end my senior in charge went to report it. Ok never mind, go through all the reporting and stuff that needed to be done, but what makes me super pissed was My own discipline sister in charge just scold me and say all the sacastic remarks to me without really knowing the whole situation, and after they know they still insist that I am at fault, and the way they say is like as if I love to get prick so much, I am not scare of getting any transmitted disease from the patient. Come on, I wont treat you as MUTE even if you didnt say anything.
Then yesterday, again got scolded for nothing, even though I am doing the right thing but I still get shoot. Come on is a weekend and everyone just come to work without having to face any stupid stress like in the weekdays but we Ortho girls strill have to do that. Never mind, I just accept what is being given to me. I just go for my breaks as usual like what my seniors instruct me, I still work back the timing that I have taken extra during my break, and go home at the time that I should be claiming but yet I got scolded for not going the whole full break time. I go just half an hour is because there is shortage of manpower, and she still insist that she did send people over, but that ger come at a later timing which everything is already settled. Hai like that I also got shoot. I dont know what the hell is going on, What kind of shit did I step on that causes me to have all these rubbish!! I am super Sian Sian Sian!!!!!

Is since a long time that I last blog, reason being: busy and tired and too much thought till I dont really know where to start from. Ha!!
Has been busy with all the welfare thingy ever since my AL, trying to be my best in whatever I do, trying to be careful with all those women that U cant really afford to step on thier tails, otherwise you will not have any good days for the rest of your time in there. Have to learn how to be neutral, and not coating anyone's name when you are in the conversation, learn how to be extra hardworking in front of these women, learn how to make a distance with someone whom you actually can click with, but just because these women just like to backstab her, (not sure what has happen in the past but just dont understand that why we are in the same discipline but yet....)or just not happy to see us in good terms. Arhhhhhh, why is working society so S***,hmmmm, I really miss my poly days, and the days when we are just waiting for our O levels and working part time in NTUC, I miss those days!!Doing the things that I should do, in the end also got senior say I lazy, trying to avoid cases!!Come on, we are all on night shift together, and my respond is just a little bit slower in taking the initiative to scub only, and yet you just put this label on me, hai, really yuan wang orh!!! Another few more weeks, the new gals are coming in, and the stress is getting double, all the seniors just expect you to know all your work, and if you were to say the wrong thing or do the wrong stuff, you will get it!!Arhhhhh, super duper demoralise after what has happen this few weeks. Feeling like shit shit shit!!
Trying my utter most best to hold my temper, and to be more understanding and also putting aside all the stupid stuff that I face in work when I am on the phone with him, but yet I get rubbish. Hai, I am really very exhausted, I really need a break, at least a body massage for me, which I am still searching around for it. Next week is again another Will Die week, reason being: working morning but with Long hours everyday, and also in the stupid trauma theatre, wearing all the lead apron which is so damn heavy, Xray the whole day, my eggs is going to be fried or gone. I think by the time I am 30 years or more, I will be a old lady with all the spine and joints problems.Hai....

You Are Great With Money

You know the value of a dollar - and you save and spend wisely. By living below your means, you've set yourself up for a rich future. And while it may hurt to sacrifice now, you'll probably have plenty of money later on. You're on your way to riches - just keep it up.

Are You Good With Money?

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass. You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is... But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on. You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

Arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, everything is also my fault. U tired is also my fault. I am not the one who makes you tired k, come on, you deserve it. You only know how to give your friend face but dont know how to think of your body and your health.Your friend so big shot lol, must give face till must stay overnight and play mahjong with him till morning 8 plus then go home lol. And somemore before that u promise that u will meet me out, then in the end, we just only could meet me for lunch, reason being: U R Shed. Come on, I make you tired one is it? Then is this fair to me, we could only meet once a week and with just that few hours, cant you just treasure it. Ya I know you are tired but have u ever think about my feeling? Ok I agree that after which I let you go home, but I still keep calling you, is really my fault, but have you ever think of who causes this to happen, is all because you just cant spare me some time to applogise about what has happen initially and answer me in a better tone, and just give me those kind of tone like as if I am the one who is causing you all the tiredness. You have all the time and energy for your friend and play mahjong till dawn jiu dont have energy to listen to me and answer me properly ma? Your friend whom you know for less then a year is more important then me lol, I am always the bad guy, and your friend is always the good one. Say I spoil your mood on that day, come on, I know your character and ur health well, once you never sleep well or didnt sleep, you will just give a sian face and you will definely be tired. You just dont listen to me, and now till today, you can just called me, and tell me you are very tired and shed after not having enough sleep for that two nights and plus all your exercises today, U deserve it!! You only have yourself to blame.On the other hand, I just though of having a nice chat with you before you called me just now, but you just spoiled everything. And blame me for being draggy and naggy towards you. To you, I only know how to nag and I only know how to think of my own interest, but never think of your interest at all. Is this fair to me?

Yeah, my AL is finally here=)

Yesh,finally my annual leave is here. Has been pending for this annual leave ever since my last AL. Was like 4 months plus ago, really working like mad, and I am totally shed. Hoping to take this opportunity to really have a good rest and to do whatever that I have been planning for. Really enjoyed myself on sunday, we finally manage to have our own sweet and wonderful times together with no interuption and anything. We have our own privacy and time, and a good talk too.I manage to understand him a little bit more and he did tell me the reason behind some of his actions. Though the time was short but is already longer than what we used to spend together. Was surprise by what he initiated before we meet, but didnt regret for going along with it, instead I feel the satisfaction and happiness after everything. Hope that whatever he said to me before on that day and last sunday will come true eventually and just really wish that we could go throught everything together as we go along.

You Are Very Honest

You tell it like it is, no matter what. Even if the truth hurts, you'll dish it out. And while some may get hurt by your honesty... At least everyone knows where you stand!

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howhonestareyouquiz/">How Honest Are You?

Is a week full of happenings. Monday, mum sick, take family care leave to look after her. Tuesday, Dont know what the hell again, I faint during work again, another episode, and because of this, We have another misunderstanding. Wednesday was the most enjoyable day for me, though still have to go back to my work place to see the doctor, but after all, I still have yiyi to accompany me. Hee,(WINK) After the consultation, is our dim sum time. After which, we went to Bugis junction and have our neoprint taken, and then we went to Billy Bombers to have our dinner. REally enjoy ourselves to the fullest on that day. Thursday, back to work, tired and moody, partly is tired and also due to the misunderstanding that we have. Friday, OMG, down with sore throat, bodyache, tired and feeling feverish, but still tahan till my work ends, haha i strong hor=)

Argh.... I am going to be bored to death, hmmm... All because of my stupid leg and him. Hai, was very troubled by my weight ever since I went to the chinese physician last week for my sprain toe, which has been very painful for quite some time. He say I have flat foot, say I cant put on weight anymore, otherwise all the ankle problem will start surfacing. Hai my weight seems to be like e stocks like tat de lei, last week high, this week low, den nxt week high again or remain. Now try to take just wholemeal bread with jam only lol, then my colleagues told me that actually eatting the same food everyday doesnt mean that u can really reduce ur weight, and the other thing is u cant consume more than 30g of fats per day oki. Hai, why cant my genes be like my dad, how he eat also wont get fat, if fat only a little but only. Hmmmm=( super demoralise. Now also dont really dare to wear fitting clothes and skirts lol, all because of my big fat thigh, wear le, will be very ugly. Hai

Can humans really forget what has happen before? Can we actually forget something that has really hurt us so much? Can forget but will u still think back as the times goes by? Does LOVE helps to clear all the unhappiness? Do we really think 1st before we do? Do we ever really think 1st before we say anything to others? Why Why Why? Can anyone guide me what to do now?

Yeahpi, yeahpi, finally we get to watch the show" Music and Lyrics" together. Has been hoping to watch this movie with him ever since it starts. Was very happy when dear dear message me just now, and date me for a movie today. Hee, this is the 1st date that he initialed after what has happen the whole of last week. Really appreciate the time that we spend together just now, thought is just about 2hours, but is just the whole purpose and most importantly, both of us were happy that really matters.*Wink* We both enjoyed the movie, and I should say this is really a great and meaningful movie. Loves the song' Way Back Into Love' that is compose by Alex Fletcher and Sophie Fisher. Overall rating: 5 stars!!

Lots of things has been happening recently, i nearly lose him, which i know that the whole reason behind is because of my stupid attitude and my stupid character. I nearly lose him because of all this stupid stuff that i did. I really sheng zai fu zhong bu zi fu, but after what has happen, I really must change all my stupid character le, i cant continue this way anymore, I really dont wish to let history repeat again and hurt him anymore. I dont wanna lose him, i wan to be with him always.

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend carefully and save your pennies. You think good luck is something you won't attain - you expect bad luck. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's The True You?

You Don't Hold a Grudge

You're willing to give almost anyone a second chance, even if they've really wronged you. Incredibly forgiving and compassionate, you understand that people sometimes change for the better.

Do You Hold a Grudge?

Should I or Shouldnt I

Have been thinking a lot recently. Feel that at times I really could not communicate with her anymore, seems to be like we cant really stay together, just a difference of a few years and yet... Hai is it true that 1 of us must move out then everything willl be fine? But should I do that? But I cant bear to leave them. Hai.. I am really tired of fighting with her everytime, is really very tiring and painful. Everytime is I am the one who gets the hurt and the blame, but luckily i still have Dad who will always be there to side me, but hai

HURT

Am I very stupid? Why is it that people can learn so fast and yet I am still so blur?
Why do people like to compare? I know I tend to be slow, but it doesnt means that U people have to say this in front of me right? Is it wrong to be slow? Do I really suits theatre life???
Am I a Disgrace to u? Why is it that u cant jus bring me along and introduce me to your friends but instead leaving me to your family until the very moment that I went and look for u. Is it all because of my family or is it because of the scratches on my forehead? I know u people must be thinking that I everytime has a lot of family problem, my family is different from others,my family always quarrel and fight but does it also means that I am at fault? I like my family to become like this is it? I am also feeling very tired and sad but what can I do?
Why everytime anything happen is always my fault? Why is it that is I am the one? I am also a victim too! I am also hurt, I am always hurt by what U have done to me, but why is it that always I am the one who get blame and get scolded? Is it fair to me?
I am very very exhausted.