Monday, October 23, 2006

Happy 21st Birthday to me

Has not been blogging for quite some time. Today is my 21st birthday, feel happy for what is being given to me by everyone around me.Previous saturday Dad bought a cake for me for my advance 21st celebration with my relatives. Last friday, kor kor and yiyi give me surprises and it really makes my day, feel very relaxed and happy thru out the whole outing=) Today, the actual day, feel very happy and honoured that my dear will try to make a point to celebrate my birthday with me, thought some of the surprises is not fulfilled. Really Feel very happy n grateful that I could have all the blessing and gifts that even some of them is what I have been hoping for.

Recently, I notice that he changed. How and what kind of changes,I dont really know how to describe it, is just different from what he used to be in the past. Did mention to him but hmmmmm, maybe this is human nature ba, seems to be like nothing that either of us can do, or even if can, maybe is not the time yet, or I m not used to his changes, but all I wish that the love that he have for me will never change and it goes the same for me.

Hmmmmm, Really hope that from today onwards, I can change my bad habits of thinking too much or getting upset easily and some of the stuff which could lead to some misunderstanding and unhappiness. Wandering could I do it??!!